Saying Goodbye
I got word a few hours ago that a dear friend passed away suddenly from a heart attack yesterday morning. She lives in another state so this evening has been a blur of flight arrangements and rental car reservations. I can’t believe she’s gone. We met in an internet chat room five years ago and discovered we had a lot in common, even though she was almost 40 years older. It was one of those friendships where something just clicks and you feel you’ve found a kindred spirit. We’ve kept in touch over the years through phone calls, email, and some too-brief visits. Both our lives have been hectic lately and it’s been over three months since the last time we spoke. But she’s been on my mind a lot lately and when I sent her Christmas present two weeks ago, I had a strong urge to call her. I tried, but didn’t get an answer and I never called back. I feel so sad and lost right now. I should have been a better friend, I could have done more. I’m not ready to say goodbye.
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January 2nd, 2007 at 9:36 am
So sorry to hear this, Laylabean. *hugs*
January 2nd, 2007 at 10:20 am
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m sure she knew how much you cared, even if the contact was less frequent than you would have liked.